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31 Okt 2011

It's Me

today kayak biasa "ooooh GOD what wrong with me?"
kenapa dan kenapa ulangan biologi ku always gak tuntas ><

oh NOOOO ! apa salah dan dosa ku selalu begini
salah aku tak mendengarkan salah kan diriku jika nilai raport ku gak tuntas

I'm very very afraid when I'm down and feel SIX FEET FROM THE EDGE
tahu kah kau betapa besar usaha ku menyeimbangkan otak ku dengan mereka teman -teman ku yang lebih pintar dari aku

mulai ku atur strategi pikirin apa yang harus ketika "mimpi buruk itu datang"


(aku tak mau terjadi itu )

aku cuma pengin ngomong "Bapa, kau pasti beri kesulitan ini agar aku bisa pahami segala situasi lebih cermat lagi)






"pahami aku bukan dari luarnya saja, pahami aku lebih dari sekedar perasaanku"




5 Okt 2011

PERFECT - Simple Plan :)

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
but it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you, proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect



oh I'm so sorry to my parents and all . I just want make you proud :) sadar lah bahwa I can't perfect :)

just with this song. I just said that I'm not perfect :)

4 Okt 2011

I Believe (Outro) (Sacredly Agnezious)

“The Past is the prologue” by Shakespeare
That quote has given me a lot to think,
A lot to do, and a lot to give to this life
I believe that history is not equal to the future, but it could be,

If we don’t change,
If we don’t move from our comfort zones
And start contributing goodness
And perfections in our lives

Everything starts with dreams and visions
And my dream is go (beyond what I think I can)
And to do more than (what it takes)
Unsurprisingly, the road for me to go there (is not always easy)
I’ve been bombarded with struggles and underestimation
As well as (winnings and elevations)

I have gone through
Tiredness, boredom, desperation
Tiredness, boredom, desperation
Tiredness, boredom, desperation

Tears and more tears
But It never breaks me down
No, never, ever
It never breaks me down
Not once, not now, not later

I believe in me
I believe in my dreams
No one can take away from me
If you just within me

Ku percaya diri
Ku percaya mimpi
Semua datang dari hati (yea yea yea yeah)
Harus ku jalani

For those who refuse to be mediocre
But believes in dreams in yourselves
Knowing that someday somehow you’ll make it happen
This album is for you,
If this is dinner this is the appetizer

If this is a program and it just loading
If this is a book this is the front cover
And if this a play this is just the prologue
If this is a life (that will ain’t stop me)

Cause the journey has only just begun
Welcome to my world…!!!

gilaaaa lagu ini keren buanget :*

Terima Kasih ^^

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